Goodbye my friend....

Recently, there's one of the member that same chapter with me has passed away.
He's my friend too.
He was only 19 years old.
He passed away cause of accident. It happened on last Sunday.
Everyone are sad... Especially his family.
I attended his funeral on Tuesday and Wednesday.
I saw his family, his father who looks very upset.
His mom was crying most of the time, and his elder brother is upset too.
I'm thinking there's anything can happen in anytime in our daily life.
What we can do is to appreciate everyday and everything that we have, and also everyone who is beside us.
Besides that, through our daily life we must create some value.
We must not simply go through our life, that's meaningless.
Try to contribute to the family, society and Gakkai!
There will be great, if we just have friends but no enemies.


I will always chant for you and your family.
May you rest in peace.
Goodbye, my friend.

Mooncake Festival

Today is mooncake festival.
Until today, i haven't eat even one slice of mooncake.


I have been sitting at home for more than 1 month.
Rest and relax.
My mom started to complain and blame me.
As usual, that's a normal things that might happen.
I told her that I'm finding some job, don't worry too much about that.
I've just watch this movie, called Sex And The City.






















It's really a nice movie, and I love it very much.
Although, it's an old movie.
And now I'm looking for Sex And The City 2.


Hopefully i can find a new job asap.
Wish me luck =)

Final Dec!s!on...

My knee was injured since a few weeks ago.
It's fine now.
I took 2 weeks + 1 week of raya = 3 weeks to rest.
During my ' holiday '
I was started to think of my future.
What the hell am i gonna do after my degree.
Dancing for the rest of my life? *Ahha, that's what i want*
But.......


Before this, i heard one of my lecturer talk about it.
Dance can't make money.
You're still young, of course you're full of passion to fight for your dream.
But, when you getting older, you have your own family.
Are you still fight for your dream no matter how hard is it??
Yes, everyone has a dream.
Dancing is my dream.
I don't mean i want money more than my dream.
Just that, I want more.
Not just dance.
But, just that i don't wanna stay at my ' lovely ' school to do my degree.
Actually, there's someone who always hope that I'm not a dancer.
Hmmmmm....... =))


Yes, i love dancing...... Very very much.
Cause, when I'm sad i wanna dance.
When I'm happy i wanna dance.
When I'm angry i wanna dance too.
I always wanna spread out hope and happiness to the people out there through dance.
That's not easy ya. ^^
But, i always have hope on it.
Even thought, I give up my degree.
Doesn't mean i give up everything.
I will still dancing.
I'm just gonna miss my lovely friends, seniors, juniors and lecturers in my school who always support me and taught me a lot.


To make this decision is not easy.
It needs tears, courage, sacrifice, pain and confidence. * and etc* ==

Sour. Sweet. Bitter. Spicy

P53 was very successful...
We had created another whole new history in the road of kosenrufu.
A6 is my group in this event.
I'm one of the group PIC in this event, together with my 2 lovely partner which is Man Yee and Hock Ann.
I always told them that, we are the luckiest person in this event.
Because we are the only group that has 3 group PIC and it's combine KK- Twilers, Gym and HAD.
Haha.... How lucky we are.
We can learn different things from each other.
We are so different, but we can work extremely good.
They are 29 person in my group.
They are so cute and lovely.
They always follow and listen to our instructions during practice.
In the last few days of rehearsals and practices, some of them are injured.
I'm so so worry about them, especially Mr. Chyuan Wei.
He called himself as a break dancer.
He usually practice break dance during weekdays.
One day he injured his back during P53's practice, and it's very worse.
I'm still remember that day was full dress rehearsal, his back is getting worse and he was suffering.
We sent him to the first aid, he was suffering and he couldn't perform at that time.
When i ask him, do you wanna perform?
He answered me, YES!!! with no doubt.
I was very impressed and feel very touching.
I'm so happy when i heard that from him.
He's the one who normally not very focus during practices.
He got no passion, no spirit during practice.
But, i can feel his heart during the full dress rehearsal.
He's one of the base for the formation 1.1
We asked him to be very careful during the full dress rehearsal.


After he left to the arena, i can't control my tears anymore.
I cried in front of the others group PIC, Maggie was hugging me.



When i was sitting at the middle of the audience's seats there, i can see every performers very clear.
I can't take my eyes off A6.
They perform with spirit and joyful.
They really impressed me with the spirit that they have.
1 of my favorite member is Pui Shee...
She is the youngest member in my group, she is only 12 years old.
She is gonna to face UPSR in next month.
She always smile in front of me, she is so so cute.
She always bling her big eyes in front of me, haha^^


I really had lots of memories in these 2 months.
Sour, sweet, bitter, spicy..
I love them.
Thanks for anyone of you...
Because of this event, i have another new way for my life.
I get back my passion in my life.


Yeah, gogogo~~~ Miss Caren =)