It's been ages....

Hi!!!

It's been ages that I didn't get my blog update.

I'm just too busyyyyyy..... XD

By the way, just to update you guys about what am I up to now.

I'm now working as a so called "full time dancer/freelance dancer"

So, I'm just dance and dance and dance.....

Nothing else.

Yeah, that's it about my career.

What else? Relationship?

I'm still single and available ;)

I haven't met the right guy yet and for now, I just wanna focus on my career and do whatever I need to do.

Recently, my life isn't that interesting.

But, I do enjoyed it very much.

I get to met some wonderful peoples and I get to attended some weddings.

The weddings were so lovely and sweet.

I felt so happy for them, who already met their true love.

Life's short, so please get yourself to do some meaningful stuff and create some valuable moment in your life.

Appreciate what you have now and love your loved ones.

Simple girl = Simple life

简单就是美。Simple is nice.
我是一个很简单的女孩子，I'm just a simple girl,
想笑就笑，想哭就哭，很难压抑自己的情绪。
feel like laughing, will laugh, feel like crying will cry, very hard to control my emotion.
我很爱说话，I'm a talkative person,
也很好动，also "movable".
所以我很爱跳舞，that's the reason I love dancing.


我有一个小小的梦想，I have a little dream,
就是我要当一个出色的舞蹈家，that is I want to become a fantastic dancer.


我要当一位全能的舞蹈者，I want to become a versatile dancer.
可以跳嘻哈街头舞，现代舞，芭蕾舞，交际舞和其他。Wish that I can dance in many styles, such as street dance, contemporary dance, ballet, ballroom and others.


就是爱跳舞，Just love dancing so much!

她是我的生活，She is my life.


我想要简简单单的生活。I want a simple life.
简单，但却有意义的。Simple, but it's meaningful.
我要很努力地创造价值。I need to work harder to create some value.
和让身边的人开心，and let the people who around live happily.
那我会感觉到很开心，很幸福。Then, I will feel happy and the happiness.
我有很多很多的朋友，I got lots of friends,
有空就和他们聚一聚。Will hang out with them when I'm free.
我喜欢和朋友们在一起，I love to be with them,
因为我觉得很舒服，很自在。because it let me feel very comfortable and feel free too.


我经历了几段恋情，I have been through some love stories,
但全都失败。But, it's all failed.
可能，我的真爱离我还很遥远吧。Maybe, my true love is still far away from me.
我想要一段简简单单的恋情，I just want a simple love.
简单但刻苦铭心，simple but it's unforgetable.
但是这段简单的恋情对我来说很难。but, this simple relationship for me is hard.
总是，不敢期望太高。I won't put too much hope on it.


现在的我，me
总是嘻嘻哈哈地过日子，always live with smile and laugh.
但，我一定要为我的小小梦想而努力。But, I must work harder for my little dream.
我现在是个老师，I work as a full time teacher now,
和兼职的舞蹈员。and also a part time dancer.
有时，看着我的可爱学生们对我笑，Sometimes I look at my little students that smile to me.
我感觉到很窝心，I feel warm.
我喜欢他们，I like them,
因为他们太可爱了，cause they're adorable.
虽然，我是一位老师。Eventhough I'm a full time teacher now.
但，我从没忘记我的小小梦想。But, I never forget my little dream.
我要呈现一支舞蹈给他看，I want to present a dance performance for him.
但，还没实现。 But, still haven't done it.
这个是我的另一个小小期望，This is my another small little hope.


我从没忘记我的口头禅。I never forget my slogan.
“不要疼自己，但要爱自己” Never care yourself, but love yourself.
我会好好爱自己，I will love myself more.

My latest update!

Hi all, long time no see.

It's almost 1 month that I did not update my blog!
My life is awesome!!
Full with passion, spirit and joyful!
I just choreographed a dance and it performed on last sunday in ALM July.
The performance was great, the dancers were so spiritful and energetic.
I'm so proud of them, cause they really grown up a lot.
That's what I want to see from them thru out this performance.


I'm now working as a teacher + dancer.
'She' always wants to pull me back on dancer's life.
Cause she really understand what I really want.
Yesterday, just hang out with a street dancer.
We talked alot about dance, especially Hip hop.
He made me want to go back to my dance life so so badly.
He taught me a lot, and keep encouraged me.
He's such a good and lovely guy.
Now he is working out something that very meaningful in dance industry.
Hope he will get success on that.
Yeah, the more I think the more I want.
So, really need to plan on it.


Talk about relationship.
Awwww, I have been single for more than 4 months! Yes ah!!!
I'm really serious on myself, not think of this!
Cause, I'm still far away from my dream.
I can do whatever I want now, my dream and something valueble.
I will never forget the slogan of the performance on ALM.


一起战胜，不可畏缩，绝对胜利，因为我们是sensei 的弟子!!!
Let me achieve more in my life.
Don't ever get regret in my life.
Life is short, let's do some valueble's stuff!!
And we should also enjoy our life.


Be strong,
be tough,
be passionate,
be cheerful,
be a successor!
That's all I need to always remind myself!

忙= 心+亡

嗨，大家好！
好久没 upload blog 了。
有点想念，嘻嘻！
最近都很忙，没多余的空闲时间。

忙= 心+亡
‘忙’这个字不能乱乱用。
因为, 忙这个字是由心和亡合拼而成的。
但，我刚刚才用了。lols
我们人的心真的很厉害，它受了许许多多的打击。
但，还是没有死。
它，可以感受到千千万万种感受和感觉。
它，真的很不简单。

上星期是我一个很要好的同志的婚礼。
我参加过许许多多的婚礼，但这个婚礼是非一般的婚礼。
是一个很感人，很多惊喜，充满意义的一个婚礼。
参与这个婚礼的人，都留下了感动的眼泪。包括新娘和新郎。

下个post 将会告诉大家关于这个婚礼的点点滴滴。
耐心等待咯。

好久不见！

好久不见。

我最近都在忙，所以没什么时间 update blog.

十分抱歉！

最近都在忙工作，要策划怎么教我的学生。

还要想些有趣的游戏给他们玩。

除此之外，也忙 HAD 的练习。

还有，忙一些学会的活动。

除了以上这些，其余的时间就会见见我的朋友们。

例如: Cathey, Mei Ling 等等。

剩余的时间就是做我喜欢的事咯。

那就是看电影！

我每个月最高的娱乐消费就是看电影！

几乎每个星期最少看一部电影！

阿哈哈！

接下来的时间都得好好的排舞了。

得好好的训练他们。

这是一件非常重大的任务。

最重要的是他们的成长！

需要很多的智慧！

要好好加油！

明天是最后一天的假期，所以明天会和朋友们去爬山！

希望会是一个很快乐的旅程！

No one can feel me.

These has been happened for so long time.

Until I can't tahan anymore.

I started to ask them, what's their problem?

Actually I also have my own problem in that situation.

I just feel stress all the time.

Am I not good enough?

And now I feel disappointed.

I don't feel passionate to teach or train them anymore.

I don't feel confident.

I don't feel comfortable.

Was putting lots of hope.

Full with energy and was very passionate looking forward to OUR future!

But, day by day.

It drops.

The important person left, no one can really feel him.

But, I do.

That's why I'm looking for some medicine to cure and heal it.

What should I do to help everyone?

I feel stressed and tired.

I need someone to train me too.

I need training so badly.

I wanna get all my technique back.

Owh pls...

I wanna dance so so badly.

No one of them can feel me.

Seriously, no one.

Maybe dancing is just that no so important in their life.

I talked.

I did.

But....

Nothing different.

Everyone have their own problem.

Everyone have different commitment that they need to commit.

Same to me.

Who can understand me?

Who can really stand in front of me and listen to me?

Sometimes.

I need a warm hug too.

单身男女

上个星期三， 和几位朋友去看了这部电影。

真的很迫不及待的想看。

结果，真的超好看的。

我喜欢片中的吴彦祖。

他很细心，专一，体贴，耐性很好。

他为女主角做的种种事，真的深深地打动了我。

我真的很感动，因为我想世上真的没有几个男生可以为自己所爱的女生真心的付出这么多。

尤其，当他等不到她了之后还是默默地为她付出这么多。

他没有她的联络电话号码，他也不知道会不会再次遇上她。

但是，他就是默默地为一个只见过几次面和连姓名也不知道的女生默默付出。

看到这里，真的是太感动了。

在这部电影里，我最不喜欢的是那只青蛙。

哇，好恶心哦！！！

当它一出现在荧幕上，我就会都拿着围巾遮着我的视线。

好恐怖哦！

看了这部电影，我都一直陶醉在电影里。

真的好羡慕哦！！

我现在就是所谓的单身男女啦！！

哈哈！先要好好的享受我的单身生活。

优舞

在大约两个星期前，我去看了场舞蹈秀。

名为Dancebox。

我很久没有看了，也没有跳了。

真的真的很怀念与想念。

有五支作品。

我自己本身最爱的是最后一支的作品。

编舞者是Steve Goh。

他也是我最欣赏和最喜欢的老师之一。

作品名为- Compromise。

这支舞，是独舞- Solo。

我曾经跳过这支舞，但不是独舞。

而是群舞。

这支舞对我的印象很深刻。

因为，它是在说爱情的。

我的partner 是我的学弟-Junior。

他也是我满欣赏的一位舞者。

这支舞，我们用了很少时间排练。

但，我为了这支舞。

我真的很努力，很努力地在练。

除了，要我真的很投入的跳之外。

也为了不要令老师失望。

那时候，我的大学安排了一个演出是所有的老师们所编的作品。

其中一位老师就是他。

我是多么的希望能够跳他所编的作品。

结果，我真的没想到他真的选中了我。

我的心情，真的无法用言语来形容。

高兴及兴奋得不得。

我为了让自己能够更投入我所扮演的角色。

我把自己关在一间黑房里。

让所有的情绪都涌进我的脑海里。

老师他，除了教了我许多东西。

他还在我很悲伤难过时，安慰和鼓励我。

记得，当时我得应付我的final year。

我当时真的遇到了很多困难。

我真的很不开心。

他看见我上课时，表现不是很好。

结果，他走到我面前慰问我和鼓励我。

老师，真的很谢谢你。

现在，他又跳回这支舞。

看见他又悲，又喜。

时软，时狠。

真的很感动。

他的舞姿是多么地优美。

他身体好长好长。

他把所有的情绪都摆放在身体里，然后展现出来。

因为，他有话想对我们说。

到最后，他躺在台上。

当时，他就躺在我的正前面。

是多么的靠近。

他的感动，他的忧伤，他的喜悦。

真的打动了我。

真的好像冲前去抱紧他。

不是因为他帅，而是他真的他动了我。

男女之间的爱情真的有那么复杂吗？

难道就不能简简单单的吗？

老师，如果有机会我真的很想再跳你所编的作品。

因为，我真的很喜欢。

老师，谢谢你。

Night out at S.O!!

昨天和几位朋友去了SOULed OUT 喝茶。

是很贵很贵的茶。

我已好久没来过了。

那里的环境好好哦，我很喜欢。

我点了一杯 Haagen Daz 的Chocolate Milk Shake！*爱死了*

Gossip time again

谈是非，

谈鬼故事，

谈宗教，

谈Ass hole *KK's S.O*

总而言之，我们就是无所不谈啦。

年轻人的生活真的多姿多彩，不是吗？

逛街，唱K，看电影，总之到处 “滚街”就对了！

哈哈，但是年轻人的生活真的很开心，很自在的。

要好好珍惜哦。

别老了，才后悔哦。

*Meow meow~ Cathey Teh*

*KK Tan~ Edmond Tan*

*Mei Ling~ Sposh Choo*

*Me~ Caren Yap*

SOULed OUT!!! *KK's S.O!*

嘻嘻，我的update 到此结束。

下次见，拜拜！

回到正常的生活

现在的我回去了正常的生活。

以前呢，总是往

这边跑，往那里跑。

就是没这么多时间做自己真正喜欢做的事。

但，现在的我无拘无束。

犹如天空上的鸟儿，自由自在地飞翔。

我的翅膀好久都没用了，现在又再次用得着了。

以前的一切将变成我生活中的美好回忆。

在学院里的小朋友都很可爱。

我喜欢他们一直扯拉我的衣服，嚷着要我和他们一块玩。

他们喜欢用他们的小手，打我的手。

他们的个子都很矮，但他们一直很努力的想动我的肩膀。

但，他们也只能动到我的手臂。

他们那时候的样子，真的可爱极了。

但，我多一个星期就要去别的地方教书了。

不知道那里的小朋友是不是也一样那么地可爱呢？

我最近一直和我的好朋友们见面。

谈天说地。。。

真的很开心。。

我们要计划去环游世界。

哇，太快了。

也许，我们会在年尾去澳洲。

然后，我在大概九月会去澳门。

哈哈，好开心哦！

我们除了谈旅行，我们也有谈到日本最近所发生的事。

我们得好好地把握时间，珍惜每一分，每一秒。

珍惜身边的一切！

现在，得好好的去照顾一些需要我照顾的人。

还有，培育一些出色的人。

天空是蓝色的。

蓝色是我最爱的颜色。

现在望着这片天空，真的很希望这一片蓝天可以一直都这么美。

Just a little bit about myself

Hi, ma name is Caren Yap.

Some of my friends used to call me Chai Wen *my chinese name*

And some call me Caren.

Here's some update about myself.

I changed my job.

I'm a teacher now.

My student is between 4-16 years old.

They called me 叶老师! Wahaha....

Lovely and sweet!!

They are so cute and naughty.

When's the game time, they were very very excited and very enjoy into it.

But, when's homework or study time.

They were very lazy and upset.

Yeah, that's the latest update about me.

And now the thing that I'm worry about is....

My weight!!!! Damn!

It's just always increase, and never decrease.

Oh man!!!

Here's some photo of my recent lifestyle.

*Caren*

*Evon and I*

*叶老师* >.<

I'm back....

Hi all...

Long time no see.

This is me, Caren Yap!!!

I miss the blog and all my readers. * If there's any reader*

Here comes a whole new me!! =))

See yall soon!!!

Wait for my latest update ya =)